That’s right, this girl

But right now, I seriously want nothing more than to just sit with someone I love outside somewhere, and just talk until morning and drink tea. Talk about useless stuff and joke around a bit, and than fall asleep with them, and wake up without a care in the world. Because I’m seriously stressed out lately. This would work if I had someone who actually found me somewhat attractive

So I went to the NYC show at Santo’s party house on the 16’th. Me and my friends were just casually shilling on line and all the sudden from two blocks away I see Kennedy just chillen in the street so he came over to me and my two friends and we took pictures together and he smiled and he was so shy and so cute. Ok than John came out of the tour bus and I almost shit myself. I ran up to him and finally got close enough to take a picture, and this is our conversation from when that happened.

Me: John can I get a picture? *scared shitless*

John: Yeah sure no problem! *to crowd* aw man guys only a few more, I’ve gotta pee*

Me: *starts laughing because it was the most random thing ever*

John: *sees me laughing and starts laughing too*

Friend: *Takes picture*

So yeah our picture together was a bit scary but it was John O’Callaghan right? So since I’ve been trying to meet him for the past two and a half years of my life, it was a pretty big deal for me. So I walked away and just started bawling because what the fuck else am I supposed to do. It seriously was emotional though. So them my friend took a quick picture with Garret who was rushing by. And than Pat came out in his little flipflops and green jacked and started video taping the line! I asked him for a picture and he said after the show we’d be able to take pictures with them. But! I got a high five and his hands were clammy but I thought it was cute and i know that weirds but whatever. So then we went in and Lydia and Arkells started playing and they were seriously really good. But then the Maine came out and everyone went fucking crazy. So they played a few songs and cracked a few jokes inbetween, and than something I never thought in my life would happen, happened. I had a conversation with John Oh, while he was onstage.

John: So has anyone seen a movie recently that really fucking sucked?

Garret: Yeah, Iron Man 2

John: Did anyone here see Iron Man 2 and actually like it?

Me:*waves hand up and down like a fangirl*

John: *POINTING TO ME* “you over there!*

Me: *speechlessly nods head with idiot smile*

John: *STILL POINTING TO ME* “and did you like it?!”

Me: *Speechlessly nods head with idiot smile*

John: * says something about Garret not liking me now since I like Iron Man 2 and Garret doesnt*

Me: *breakdown*

So after the concert we went down to the Merch table, and bought shit and whatevaa. After that we went out to possibly meet the guys again but only Pat was out, but he was the one I needed to see so I was dead. I was still upset that Jared hadn’t come out at all though. Surprisingly I was the most comfortable around Pat, like a best friend or something. Heres how it went down

Me: Hey Pat!

Pat: Hey! did you enjoy the concert?!

Me: Yeah, can I have a picture!?

Friend: *takes picture*

Me: Did you guys ever recieve a purple scrapbook from the tour back in december?

Pat: I want to say yes, but honestly I dont think I’d remember

Me: Aw alright, lets just pretend I didnt ask that then *sarcastic tone*

Pat: Yeah let’s do that *laughs*

Me: Can I have a hug?!

Pat: Sure!

Let me tell you that hug was worth a million hugs from anyone. He squeezes you tight and you just never wanna let go. I really do love Pat. He’s the most down to earth andreally caring about the fans. So after that I got into my car and broke down again. It was seriuously the best day of my entire life. It’s going to be tough to beat.

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omg I’m so excited my heart cant take it, okok I’ve gotta leave but let me know if any of you are gonna be at the New York show :D